Rest in Peace.

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:rose: Rest in peace.. :rose:
I felt it.. A little bit ago, I went out of my room to look for him because I felt a loss in me.. I couldn't find him, so I figured my mom had him in his room, so I didn't disturb her sleep.. I stayed in my room drawing and then decided to take a small nap because my body was aching before I went to school.. and a few minutes later, my mom came in and told me he just passed away..

you were so special to me you have no idea, dot.com..
you were the best cat ever. ever.
the way you would always greet everyone when they entered the room
you were like a little dog, always so happy. you were never sad. you stayed happy for us even at your worst of times, and for that, i can say, i'm eternally grateful for. you did something even i can't do. you stayed with us the whole time and we stayed with you.

i'll be honest
i don't exactly believe in heaven or hell
but i know
that you're someplace good.. wherever that may be. you're happy. you're not sick. you're a full, strong, happy black cat. i just know it.

i know it would happen soon but i didn't want to admit it to myself
and now that it's happened
i don't know how to feel honestly
you know i'm bawling my eyes out
i've been crying for about an hour now
but i just
i don't know how..
i probably won't be online much at all. i'll still draw and complete owed work but i don't have the strength to reply to much. please understand.
i just..hope..you'll be better.. we had the best of years, almost 8 or 9, together.. and you spent my childhood with me.. you were my whole life.. you didn't die in vain.

i love you, dottie
♥


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Aenaia
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im so so so sorry for your loss
i know exactly what it feels like
my cat just recently passed away, like 5 days ago. 
i hope you are feeling better now, i just wanted and felt like i should comment~ 
RIP

//oh, i just realized i already commented on this, i forgot sorry, feel free to hide this comment or the other if you want to